I love it when I feel the exact same way as a friend and we can completely relate to each other, and it happen a lot with this lovely girl! But I hate it that we have to feel this way. Because what sucks the most is the only way to not feel like this is to lose something so completely special neither of us can bear to do it. I'm sorry I'm completely rambling.
I hate it now because I don't feel like I can write properly on here because people might judge :/ and I hate it because this what I really need right now. But I am just going to say it and try to forget that your reading this :/
Okay, sometimes you feel like your flying and all you want to do it turn your head to the sky and smile, but as you do this some one steels your wings. And you fall. But you still feel like your flying, until you hit the ground. And you hit it hard. You cry and your friends always help you up and put the pieces back together, but they can't because your wings have gone. So for now your just a normal girl walking on the ground. Sometimes you look to the sky and wish that you were flying, you remember the feeling, even though you can't feel it.
And for a few moments you feel like you could be flying, you don't fall or fly because they were never your wings to fly on, people will never let you.
Sometimes people don't see you fall, your falling inside but when you hit the ground they then all see.
But its the law, if you fly and someone takes away the one thing that was holding you up, you fall.
I'm sorry for this really really weird post :/ some of you are used to my ramblings ;) and this is just one on paper, some of it I have felt, some of it I have watched people feel, its just a weird jumble of love and words :L
I'm tired,
Love from me xxx
