My star map

Okay, so right now the title probably doesn't make much sense to you, but let me explain! I read in a book that we all have our own star maps, our own constellations which means that we are never alone, all we have to do is look up into the stars and all the people we love are there. With us wherever we are. Every star on our maps are people we love and who have touched our hearts. It also said, 'Skin, blood and bones... or stardust?' I love this, I do think we are made out of people who have changed us, not always for the better, even if we like to think they have. Our whole lives we are changing and the people who truly understand us can change us in so many ways, we all end up being amazing people and who we are isn't what we are born, its also our experiences that make us. I want to share with you all my stars, and hopefully you will start to see my star map, my life.

This evening has been so fun! I decided I should start my blog today because I have been inspired by the lovely people that I spent my time with! They are some of my brightest stars! Six of us all went to bronte's house and had a girley night in! It was so funny! We spent a lot of time dancing (probably too sexually) on just dance! It was so fun and I found myself really getting into it which was scary! Also we had some girley talks, when I was informed on way to graphically how bronte was born! I love them all because tonight I felt some thing that I haven't felt in a long time. I felt free! I didn't have to care or worry all night and I loved it! At the moment I almost forgot what it felt like! I miss only worrying about my tamagotchie or if I had brought in my suncream for breaktime! But even growing up has its good sides, I feel more comfortable with myself then I have been in ages, I can see a future that I can't wait to live and I am starting an new chapter in my life! One which I can actually control! I want to say thankyou to all my stars, I hope you know how much you all mean to me!

This is a quote that I looove, its from a play called love story that is soo sad but actually amazing and somthing I will never forget, and it had a fit actor in! Anyway the quote is, 'say that love is a bridge over an ocean, pray that it survives when hope does not' it may not make any sense to you but if it did then I bet you thought of some one when I said it? Well if you did, then you have just found one of your stars!

Now I am really tired and I am writing this on my phone, so I'm sorry if it doesn't make much sense so I am going to bed! Night xxxxx