I'll be with you some day

i haven't posted in a while and i think suddenly its been hard for me to say my words on a screen because, to be honest, i don't know how you are reacting, some times when you think the world is perfect and for once your happy, you see someone or something that makes your heart sink, lyrics i found ages ago :L "i thought i was doing well but i just want to cry now.' its bad but its how i feel :L

okay i wrote this last post ^ a couple of days ago :L now i feel a loot better! i found some ammaazing pics and quotes that i want to share with you :) i know its stupid but they made me feel so much better, it gave me control over how i was feeling so see them written down here they are:

 

sorry theres a lot of them :L

love from me xxx

30 day blog challenge

Anna and me were looking at blogs and I found that I really wanted to do:


 A photo of you, taken today.
02 – Your favourite pair of shoes.
03 – A photograph of your mobile phone.
04 – A photograph of yourself two years ago.
05 – A day in the life, photographs taken throughout your day.
06 – A photograph of a hairstyle you’d like to have.
07 – A photo of yourself, not taken by you.
08 – A photo of someone you fancy at the moment.
09 – The contents of your fridge, MTV Cribs style.
10 – Your dream wedding.
11 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
12 – Your favourite movie.
13 – What you want more than anything right now.
14 – Your current wishlist..
15 – Something you regret.
16 – The most beautiful picture of your best friend.
17 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
18 – A photo of your house/apartment.
19 – A photo of your handwriting.
20 – A band/artist not many people know of, but you think should.
21 – A photograph of the part of you that you dislike the most.
22 – A photograph of the part of you that you like the most.
23 – The next plan you have coming up that you’re really excited for.
24 – A song to match your mood.
25 – A photograph of the town you live in.
26 – A celebrity you don’t like, and why.
27 – A photo of your favourite item of clothing.
28 – A cartoon character that you’d love to meet in real life.
29 – The place you want to live.
30 – A photograph of yourself taken today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

I will start as soon as I can :)

Love from me xxx

It's time to try defying gravity

the title comes from such an amazing song :L i love it and i had it in my head for ages yesterday. lately i have been feeling down, and i couldn't really put a name on it but i just was. but i had the best evening/morning, and i felt so happy. there was a moment when i was running down a road in my pyjamas in the sun with my friends being a complete retard, but i felt so happy and free! and i loved it! i had no worries or gravity, i was so happy. and i want everyone to try to feel like that, when you feel like defying gravity, loose all the strings holding you down and fly with your the people you love! thank you for the people that flew with me i love you so much! i am happier now, i would like to apologise for my last couple of blogs, i have been in a bad place, and i needed friends and when you realise that you lost one, it really hurts. but I'm sorry and thank you to the people who got me back on my path again!

love from me xxx

The verdict comes from those with nothing else to do

I have just realised that in my post called "ours" I was actually supposed to talk about a song :L but I forgot.

these are the lyrics:


Elevator buttons and morning air
Strangers' silence makes me wanna take the stairs
If you were here we'd laugh about their vacant stares
But right now, my time is theirs


Seems like there's always someone who disapproves
They'll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury's out, but my choice is you


So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love is ours


You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don't care, cause right now you're mine


And you'll say don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love is ours


And it's not theirs to speculate
If it's wrong and your hands are tough but they are where mine belong and
I'll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you


If something isn't yours to speculate about, then don't. There's not a lot more than this song that I can say. But why do people throw rocks at things that shine? If you do, then don't be surprised when next time the rocks come your way. But thank you for when your so lovely to me and we get on really well, because it makes me so high and happy. its just a shame that it never lasts for long :L

love from me xxx

You only have to answer to yourself

You can never beat a bit of s club 7 ;) and this song strangely has a meaning to me, do things that make yourself happy, we all know ourselves and you don't need people who doubt you or make you doubt yourself. if Ollie Barret had listened to all the jocks telling him that he shouldn't be in love then he would never have married Jenny (read love story) maybe if he hadn't married her he wouldn't have had the pain of watching her die but their love overcomes that in every way. I have gone completely off topic :L here are the lyrics to the song:


Don't stop, never give up,
Hold your head high
and reach the top.
Let the world see what you have got,
Bring it all back to you.

Hold on to what you try to be,
Your individuality.
When the world is on your shoulders,
Just smile and let it go.

If people try to put you down,
Just walk on by, don't turn around,
You only have to answer to yourself.

Don't you know it's true what they say,
That life, it ain't easy,
But your time's coming around,
So don't you stop trying.

Chorus:
Don't stop, never give up,
Hold your head high
and reach the top.
Let the world see what you have got,
Bring it all back to you.

Dream of falling in love,
Anything you've been thinking of,
When the world seems to get too tough,
Bring it all back to you.

Na na na X 1
Try not to worry 'bout a thing,
Enjoy the good times life can bring.
Keep it all inside you,
Gotta let the feelings show.

Imagination is the key,
Cause you are your own destiny.
You never should be lonely,
When time is on your side.

Don't you know it's true what they say,
Things are sent to try you,
But your time's coming around,
So don't you stop trying.

Chorus

Na na na X 2

Don't you know it's true what they say,
Things happen for a reason,
But you're time's coming around,
So don't you stop trying.

Chorus X 3

and here is a quote from Love Story:

"Hey, Oliver, did I tell you that I love you?"
"No, Jen"
"Why didn't you ask me?"
"I was afraid to, frankly"
"Ask me now."
"Do you love me Jen?"
"What do you think?"
"Yeah. I guess. maybe"
I kissed her neck
"Oliver?"
"Yes?"
"I don't just love you..."
Oh, Christ, what was this?
"I love you very much, Oliver."

Don't be afraid to ask the question, you don't know what you might find.
love from me xxx

These just made me laugh because they're true ;)