I'll be your strength to find you when you get lost in the crowd

I haven't posted in a while because right now my life has been quite quiet, not sad just so peacefully quiet. Its taken me a while to get used to it but now I truly see that I am thankful to so many people. Thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most and I love you all so much. I want you all to know that one day when you need me I will be here, and I always will be. You all light up my days so much, you are there to help me let my anger, tears smiles out and you are there to share treasured memories and every moment with you all makes me so happy. This is not directed to certain people, if you are reading this then it is definitely you that has helped me get to where I am now, and for that I am so grateful. I don't know how you can stand to be with me when I am in a bad mood, but thank you for standing next to me. I am sorry that I don't say this enough, but you are all amazing. I love it when you smile because it makes me so happy, and if you ever find that smile not on your face, then come to me and I will try my best to put it on there, because that is what you have done for me.

Here are some lyrics from Jessie J 'casualty of love' that mean a lot to me and i want you to know them:


 I will go down to the last round
i'll be your strength to find you when you get lost in the crowd
so i'll stand up tall if by chance I fall
then i'll go down as a casualty of love

the battle of us will be simple
escape without being hurt
cause love is shield, it keeps us concealed
from what could get even worse
so baby let me be your soldier
don't be overtaken by pride
just close your eyes, take my hand i promise to keep us alive

Love from me xxx